Saturday, November 20, 2010
Doing Alright
It's Saturday night and I have survived thus far! I did skip the gym on Friday but I ate pretty healthy & only had one vodka & club soda. Today I splurged on Starbucks. A Skinny latte so not too bad. I took the kid's swimming for an hour and an half so that counts as a work out right? I hate keeping track of everything I put in my mouth. Crap I just remembered that I ate 1/2 of a cupcake...SHIT!!! Oh well! I can't believe the weekend is almost over. It makes me sad that I feel like i don't enjoy the weekends anymore. There is nothing to do in this town but go out to the bars and drink. I miss muesuems, malls, movie theathers with more than 1 flick playing...a real city! I will get to move soon enough and I can go back to a "normal" life! I cannot let this place hold me back or make me depressed. IDK...I can't think right now. I'm not feeling this tonight. I'm tired of feeling alone.
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In what you're feeling and the frustrations you're having, belive me, you're not alone. I hate counting calories, too. And I'm a master of finding excuses not to work out. I'm also a pro at telling myself, "drink the latte, eat the cupcake, you deserve it". It's only been in the past 6 months that I finally realized, (after reading it somewhere), that rewarding myself with food and drink isn't a reward. It's a punishment. I deserved better, and so do you.
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