I'm not 100% sure why I am doing this or even if it's a good idea. But I am doing it and I hope it helps. I have gone through a lot this year and alot of this is wearing on me. Physically, mentally, emotinally...all around. I am a talker so I need to "talk" it out.
I have offically hit 200 lbs. This is a bad thing. I am over my MAW for work. I feel like crap. I look like crap. I am always sick. I have no energy. I am throughly embaressed. I only have 14 lbs to get back under my MAW but 186 is still pretty frickin big for a woman who is 5' 9". Some of you may feel otherwise but that is my opinion. So this is me...laying it all out there, as I start my journey to get back the person I want to be. I know I can be. To refind the happiness and confidence in myself that I have lost.
Yay for you! I started out at 186 and 5'9", and I've lost 40 lbs this year! YOU CAN DO THIS! I wish I had the balls to start a blog, but I'm entirely too lazy! Keep your head up and keep up the good work!
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