Tuesday, November 30, 2010

This is me feeling exhausted

I am beyond frustrated. I don't seem to be losing ANY weight at all. I have to weigh in for work and take another PT test on Friday and I swear that I have made no improvements. I am eating okay. I did slack on food & gyn time on Thanksgiving amd the following day. But I have gotten back on track. I am so annoyed and stressed out. It might just be PMS...who knows! I am just exhausted and bitchy. Plus I have felt sick to my stomach for the last 3 days. Work has me stressed out. I am so frickin tired that I can't function at home. I am annoyed byThe Man. He needs to lay off the frickin xbox & help clean a little more!!! ( and stop yelling at the damn game! It's fucking annoying!!!!) I kinda hate holiday time. I miss my family! My Dad & my brother! I hate that I don't have a better relationship with my mom & sisters. I miss people who were once important in my life and have gone away. I miss the friendships that time & distance have taken away from me. I miss having a BFF. I need someone to unload on besides The Man. I don't know. I have hit a depressed funk. I need to shake it off. I nee a gym buddy or a new workout routine...something to change. IDK...maybe it is just PMS and I need a nap!

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